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																			Sepideh 
																			Nejad 
																			Satari 
																			
																			1. 
																			The 
																			gray 
																			delicate 
																			figure 
																			slowly 
																			appeared. 
																			Like 
																			a 
																			shadow, 
																			she 
																			quietly 
																			paused 
																			before 
																			the 
																			cage, 
																			made 
																			of 
																			my 
																			words. 
																			Through 
																			her 
																			appearance, 
																			another 
																			color 
																			was 
																			given 
																			to 
																			the 
																			array 
																			of 
																			my 
																			simple 
																			words; 
																			a 
																			kind 
																			of 
																			gray 
																			I 
																			always 
																			found 
																			myself 
																			involved 
																			with. 
																			
																			An 
																			artificial 
																			shadow, 
																			replete 
																			with 
																			the 
																			truth… 
																			
																			She 
																			looked 
																			confused 
																			behind 
																			that 
																			frame. 
																			It 
																			seemed 
																			like 
																			she 
																			was 
																			waiting 
																			for 
																			something 
																			else. 
																			All 
																			the 
																			incidents, 
																			those 
																			people 
																			of 
																			the 
																			other 
																			side 
																			were 
																			talking 
																			about 
																			had 
																			no 
																			impact 
																			on 
																			her. 
																			Carefully, 
																			she 
																			listened 
																			to 
																			the 
																			whispers 
																			she 
																			heard 
																			from 
																			them. 
																			The 
																			whispers 
																			became 
																			more 
																			and 
																			more 
																			as 
																			time 
																			went 
																			by. 
																			But 
																			she 
																			could 
																			hardly 
																			find 
																			meaning 
																			in 
																			any 
																			of 
																			their 
																			sentences. 
																			The 
																			words 
																			were 
																			surely 
																			beautiful. 
																			And 
																			they 
																			were 
																			bringing 
																			lots 
																			of 
																			justifications, 
																			trying 
																			to 
																			prove 
																			something. 
																			They 
																			were 
																			laughing 
																			all 
																			the 
																			time 
																			and 
																			furtively 
																			peeping 
																			at 
																			her. 
																			But, 
																			no 
																			matter 
																			how 
																			well 
																			she 
																			knew 
																			all 
																			those 
																			words, 
																			she 
																			could 
																			not 
																			understand 
																			the 
																			total 
																			meaning 
																			of 
																			the 
																			statements. 
																			
																			She 
																			glanced 
																			at 
																			them. 
																			They 
																			were 
																			each 
																			in 
																			one 
																			cell, 
																			all 
																			different 
																			from 
																			one 
																			another. 
																			But 
																			they 
																			were 
																			sitting 
																			like 
																			they 
																			were 
																			to 
																			decide 
																			about 
																			something 
																			of 
																			an 
																			extreme 
																			importance. 
																			A 
																			sound 
																			of 
																			hammer 
																			was 
																			heard 
																			at 
																			the 
																			end. 
																			The 
																			lights 
																			went 
																			off… 
																			
																			2. 
																			In 
																			this 
																			collection, 
																			“it 
																			is 
																			the 
																			shadow 
																			of 
																			Chardin 
																			that 
																			has 
																			been 
																			added 
																			to 
																			the 
																			Chardin’s 
																			nightmare 
																			in 
																			my 
																			mind. 
																			Chardin, 
																			the 
																			French 
																			painter, 
																			through 
																			her 
																			plain 
																			and 
																			definite 
																			perspectives 
																			in 
																			the 
																			luxurious 
																			world 
																			surrounded 
																			her, 
																			tried 
																			to 
																			fill 
																			the 
																			simple 
																			facts 
																			of 
																			life 
																			by 
																			colors. 
																			
																			The 
																			Chardin 
																			of 
																			my 
																			mind 
																			is 
																			also 
																			definite 
																			but 
																			in 
																			the 
																			chaos 
																			of 
																			the 
																			thoughts. 
																			
																			3. 
																			This 
																			time 
																			she 
																			could 
																			see 
																			their 
																			eyes 
																			in 
																			the 
																			darkness, 
																			looking 
																			around 
																			the 
																			cabinets… 
																			
																			How 
																			wonderful… 
																			
																			They 
																			could 
																			not 
																			see 
																			her 
																			anymore. 
																			
																			She 
																			listened 
																			attentively. 
																			Again 
																			there 
																			were 
																			whispers, 
																			laughs, 
																			stares… 
																			
																			And 
																			again 
																			the 
																			sound 
																			of 
																			hammer 
																			
																			She 
																			looked 
																			through 
																			the 
																			cells. 
																			This 
																			time, 
																			all 
																			she 
																			could 
																			see 
																			was 
																			the 
																			hammer.
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