Pooya
Aryanpour
Eternal Life
Mind’s eye is so
powerful that it
can visualize a
lush green
garden with
flowing water
just across a
rugged desert.
Helpless man can
do nothing but
to take refuge
in fantasies,
exploiting
dreams of his
mature mind to
lead him
throughout his
life.
It makes me feel
happy yet
worried to
fantasize;
fantasies
rapidly vanish
into thin air.
My fantasy is an
incomplete
universe,
replete with
flaws and fear
of the moment.
It is a wrong
universe with
miscalculations
about life.
I
have an
incessant
longing to
finally reach my
destination in
life,
continually
blaming myself
for not seizing
the day and for
having to bid
farewell to the
departed, one
after the other.
From dawn of
creation,
mankind has
proclaimed the
harmony of life
in mediocre
observations
such as “Look
how clear water
is flowing
down!”
I
consider myself
incomplete, for
I believe I have
blurred vision,
seeing neither
the balance nor
the mathematical
calculations.
Again I resort
to whatever is
surrounding me
to discover
within the
geometry of life
all the promises
of justice.
Nonetheless, it
is the same.
Passage of time
convinced me
that my vision
was flawed and
my disease
incurable.
So I need to
hold on to my
fantasies, where
nothing
incorrect,
incomplete and
unfounded is
considered to be
a blemish.
I
left the truth
and justice to
the wise and
began to make up
fantasies in my
head, happy to
know that nobody
could find
faults with
them.
This world of
fantasy is an
excellent place,
where no one
claiming to be
gifted with
insight and
ontological
knowledge is
found.
So this is how I
portray the
fantasy of
creation in the
geometry of my
thought.
I
am depicting the
world the way I
wish; I am
depicting the
world the wrong
way I see it.
These
perceptions are,
to me, portrayal
of an imperfect
fantasy of a
mature mind.
An imperfect
fantasy assumed
significance and
meaning for me
in a circular
figure.
Elusive lines
and forms within
the circle began
an involuntary
“dialog” among
them.
Mirror Statement
Spiritual
observation of
Iranian artists
of the past as
well as
consistency of
their words and
thoughts are
absolutely
fascinating to
me. One wonders
how an
observation can
become a fantasy
and so perfectly
turn into
diverse art
forms.
This is far from
what my fantasy
is; neither does
it come close to
my observation.
What I have in
mind is
distortion as
well as shedding
doubt on that
consistency.
Throughout this
period of my
career,
invisibility of
visible objects
emerges in my
work in various
forms,
reappearing this
time in the form
of mirror-works.
Disintegration
of an object and
its incomplete,
obscure
appearance in
multiple mirrors
are providing me
with an ideal
language. Forms
of organic
phenomena of the
past that
reminisce
dissected or
lacerated organs
are re-created
through blending
with residual
materials and
elements of
oriental
fantasy.
And ultimately,
laceration of an
organic object
in an oriental
fantasy was such
presented …
Pooya May 2014
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